Life…. How precious, how taken for granted, Thank You Dad I love you!
May 31st, 2008Posted in Death, Health & Wellness, Yoga Meaning, Father, life, Angels, Circle of life, Complimentary medicines, Peacefullness, yoga, wellness, health, Karma, creation, love, energy, control health | 1 Comment »
Today the calendar says May 31st, 2008. How this day will remain in my spirit, soul and psyche. The call came in at 1:15 am. It was my brother, Marti, he said, DAD DIED! I remember fighting the fog of my sleep laden state, to get the message I was so dreading. I felt every ounce of my physical being fill with adrenalin as my central nervous system was going into the flight or fight mode. The conversation continued, ” he had a massive heart attack and his heart was too weak, they tried to revive him, after 30 min. they gave up and pronounced it. DEATH!!! Through out this whole ordeal, I wanted to believe that perhaps he may pull through, but a little voice inside my soul told me that he had already been living on borrowed time. I got dressed and went to the hospital to sign the papers. It was 1:30 AM. The place was a ghost town. As I was walking up to the room, I was mentally thinking , I hope that my brother is okay. GOD you have always made me strong through all the things that I have been through, but I do not know that my brother is as enlightened to the circle of life. I know that my dad is in a better place. That his physical body no longer served his purpose here on earth, and that his spirit body was ready to serve the higher purpose. As we got closer to the room everyone was walking on eggshells, the young nurses knew that there had been a death in the ICU unit, and that we were the victims in this most current transition from life to death. As we walked by each one of these nurses, I could see it in their eyes that even they were not sure how to handle these types of situations. They stole their gaze away from my eyes as they took their gaze to the ground. I wanted to reach out to them and tell them, that all was well and that this was just another path in the circle of life. We walked into the room and there on the hospital bed lay the body that had once housed my fathers spirit. I mentally thanked it for the service that it had given my father during his stay on earth. Even with all of this knowledge, I am still human and I began to allow my emotions to run. My brother and I were in a moment of stillness, no-one around, the nurse felt our pain, blessed us both then took a chance as he placed his hands around us. We all hugged comforting each other through a sorrowful departure of this soul from this physical plane. Dad, Thank you for the life you gave me, the love you shared, the good times, the great times and all your life that you so unconditionally gave to all of us. I am blessed and honored to have been your daughter. I am who you wanted me to be, I am a product of your love. You did the best you knew how and I could not have asked for more. Thank you, Dad, Gracias! Te amo, I love you. We are content. We are with the angels.
Namaste,